1st Picture of Twins (in my belly)

It has been a rough week for me! Last Saturday, Rian and I went to a Halloween party and had a blast for it not necessarily being our favorite holiday to celebrate. We danced, danced, danced. And I paid for it. At about midnight, I hit a wall, or, the wall hit me square in the face. We went home immediately and I went straight to bed.

I didn't get out of bed ALL DAY Sunday. I felt like crap. Exhausted, my back was hurting, I was cramping, I had a headache. Basically, I felt like I had a horrible hangover with cramps on top of it.

I have a pretty good schedule at work and the next morning, I only had to teach during first period. I came home immediately after that and went back to bed. I decided in the wee hours of Tuesday to call in sick. That day I went and saw my doctor.

Everything is great with the babes and my body is really just feeling the effects of ligament and uterus stretching. It hurts. Today is the first day that I am not feeling any cramping (yet).

I need to stay positive and just realize that realistically, this will probably be the last time that I am pregnant. I need to enjoy the ride. This week was tough and I am sure there will be more tough weeks, but, I am getting to little babies for it in the end. Worth it? TOTALLY.