February marks the month of my 1 year anniversary of my 29th birthday! How do I feel about this? Great and not great. The cool part about this birthday is that Rian, some good friends and family are taking me to VEGAS! We are going for my birthday weekend, and have some pretty fun stuff planned out. My friend Kai who lives out in Vegas has reserved us a table at a new club out there, and we are going to a few awesome restaurants, and we are going to ride the NYNY roller coaster! So, I am very excited for that weekend.
Other than that, not to excited. I would be okay with it, if next year I would still be 30. But no, you just keep getting older. I would also be okay with it, if Cameron could have come just one year earlier. Don't get me wrong, my life is PERFECT right now with Rian and Sweet Baby Cameron. In my little life plan for myself and Rian, I just thought that I would be on baby 2 by now, and I am definitely not (because of my c-section, I would prefer to wait at least a year or more before I start trying again). When you are planning your life with the person you love, and are excited about getting married, and having babies, and your married life together, you don't plan that there is going to be a LONGER process getting those babies. We definitely have to go through the longer process. How this all relates back to my birthday is that I don't want to be an old mom. Every year I get older, and I only have one baby! I want more babies, but I don't want to be having them when I am 40. I would like to be a young mom. So here is my new life plan: Next time I get pregnant, I am having twins. We'll see how that goes.
2 comments:
I can totally understand how you feel. When I was younger I had planned on having all of my babies by the time I was 30 (I would like to have 2).
Kinda hard to succeed in that when you aren't married (or at least if you want to have the babies when you are married).
Life sometimes just doesn't cooperate with your plan! I am sure everything work out the way they should in the end for you.
thanks for stopping by my blog. i am about to head over to see your friends blog.
have fun in vegas! we were there in november and had tons of fun!
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